well,i changed the blogskin coz the previous one has got a lotsa pop-ups.
it's irritating.
june holidays gonna be bz coz lots of things are going to happen and it's great.really.

1 June
-Dian's sister's wedding at YCK Grassroots club.

3-4 June
-physics class from 8 to 10.
-Sarah's bdae on 3 June.

5-6 June
-ncc in-school camp

7 June
-Hairul's bbq pit.

13 June
-Dian's bdae.

19 June
-outing with ma cuz,naz,ezzati and some others for a ******* session =).

23 June
-mahadir,amru's brother,will be engaged.

and im a lil bit broke now.
knowing abt the Great Sinapore Sale,it makes me feel more fucked up.
hahahaha.people were like spending here and there w/o even thingking bout the price.
fuck i need cash right now.arsehole!
30%,50%,80%.isnt dat just great discounts for a GSS?!

how i wish i was part of the rich & wealthy family which i dun have to go to work,shake my legs at home and splurge out any amt of $ as many as i want?
how i wished =).

and ohhh yahh.
i forgot to tell u guys a good news which i shud have told u before june hols -___-

im ranked 5th out of 40 students in ma class.i passed all subjects cept for social studies which to me i think it's not impt.so yah.
a great achievement rite?
=)

this shit has been getting me to laughx100!

hahaha!u guys hud watch it.seriously.

june june june june june june june june june june june june june june june june june june june june june june june holidays holidays holidays holidays holidays holidays holidays holidays holidays holidays holidays holidays holidays holidays holidays .

i want out!

this few days had been shitty.sry guys for not updating for quite some time.
im having some family matters,hardships and lots of other things.pfft -__-.
oh well.guess dats life.just have to bare it.

niwaes,uncle just gave me $$$ to buy things.he's the greatest.
i was shocked to receive the amount of money he gave me.
decided to gave mom half of the money to ease her problems.

today,went out in the morning to follow syahiran to work at Starbucks,The Concourse,as i've got nth to do at home rather than slacking.
had free oreo chessecake and hot coffee for breakfast.
headed to yishun,Northpoint.smsed mus asking where he was.
met him,rahid,naz and sarah at the food court.
talked for a while and headed home with mus.

decided not to go home as amru smsed me to meet him up.
met him and headed down to queensway to find soccer boots and shoes.
surveyed ard and off to beach rd to search for mus a tabla.
walked and walked and walked and finally,we went to Cinenleisure as to search for shoes.
=)).found one and maybe i'll buy it using the money uncle gave me.
guess dat's it.

i've been feeling a bit out of myself for sometime.i cant seem to find the problems dat im having.really.i just feel like i wanna give up life.it's irritating.
i need time and space to clear out my problems but i cant.
i feel lost at times.i just feel like smashing things to vent out my anger.
i do hope things will clear out soon so dat i cud have a clear state of mine.
oh pleasee....

how i wish ****** cud come back.
im in need of ****.
i'm missing her.it's been a while since i keep in touch with her.
maybe i shud just forget it.but i cant. i still do care for her.
watever it is,she's my bestfren still =).

first thing in the morning when i woke up,amru and taufiq were licking my face!
hahahaha!was sooooo disgusted by them!the night before,they slap ma in the face while im DEAD asleep.well,wat to do?they're my cuz's anyway.haha.

slept at cuzzin's hse yesterday night.today,went gym as i've got nth to do.
went with them and met sheikh,the breasted man,at the gym.
his chest's soooo bigggg dat even a woman could lose to him =).
okay im talking dirrty.after hours of working out,me and cuz went northpoint to get our proteins cause it's finished.the protein costed us ard $90.fuck it's expensive but luckily,taufiq paid with his credit card which was has hundreds of $ in it.

today's felt like wanna rest till tmrw.body's aching shit.haha.
and and and adios!

i wanna be a model so be it okayy?it's part of my wishes and pls,modelling's not a gay.thus,i'm not the guy who shiok sendiri.i really want to become a model if can.
so why not for those who thinks dat imma gay or whatsoever in dreaming of becoming a model,SHUT UP.and dun try to spam here if u hate me.for those who supported me,thank you loved ones =).

fuck and haha.so there u go.people just keep thinking negatively abt modelling.who cares?
remember dat i said life's getting bored?well,maybe i got it wrong though.
i realised it's getting good nowadays now dat i have my frens and cuzzins to spend time with.
jyeah naz.u're right.life's good afterall =).

ouh yeah.results came out this week!

Mid-year-examinations results

1. Maths - 70/90
2. Malay - 60/80
3. Design and technology - 62/100
4. Eng - 67/100
5. Chemistry - 35/50
6. Physics - Unknown
7. Social studies - 20/50

so yah.my results.happy with it?well,nope.STILL,i need to buck up a lil bit more.

june hols are coming.wont take advantage of the hols though.have to do some touch-ups and revise my work.but i think i wud rather slack than have to revise my work =).i think dat's a good idea ha?

for those who are taking O level mother paper nxt week,i wish u gd luck ya =).dun try ur best but have to do ur best.

these were the pictures taken by my Irfan,the infant who's very intelligent =).

SUPERB!MYE HAS ENDED AND IT'S TIME FOR RELAXATION!

its been hectic few days back.must revise and revise and revise.
but i didn't revise dat much.i mean all u need for exams is to remember the basics and make sure u remember the basics.it means for example if theres a math qn base on algebra,just remember the formulas and dats it!u cud pass!haha.seriously.i got dat methods of studying from a book dat i read called "Idiots guide to studying"

today's paper was a chemistry paper.was kinnda average though since i did study a bit and do a little touch up on my revisions.after school,went home with amyrul,ismail,hafidz and hazwan.
went gym after dat.haha,was kinnda tired though coz it's been a while since i went gym.
workout and head to street soccer after dat.

sometimes,i felt dat life's getting bored when great things arent happening in my life.
i dunno why but im in a bit of boredness and unloved.

gahhh!dun wanna talk bout it.for today and tmrw,it's gonna be fucking bored coz dun feel like going out during these two days thus i've got no plans.pfft -____-.
told u life's getting bored now -_-.
i'm sick right now.really.having a dry cough and a bit of flu.
sarah's got flu,amru's got flu,amyrul's got flu,everybody got flu.
i think it's flu season as many were infected.
i tend to be weak when iim sick.ahh,medicine.
makes me more weak as i'll fall asleep.

niwaes,i heard from nazira dat someone's crazy bout me.
giler sak pmpan tu.eeee.....

i tend to laugh wenever i see my blog coz ive not post anything since 4 may.
okayy stupid.so how are u guys?hope everything's great aite =).
few days back,ive been in a studying mood so dats the reason i dun blog but i still online at night till 3 plus.chatting's the best way to cool down stresses and things dats flooding our minds.

exams were going well at dat time but wen physics came,im a bit blank as i did last minute revisions =).well,maybe dats my payback for not revising earlier.ohh who cares?
other than physics,i think i did well for the others though.i hope so o__o.
gees!i dun wanna talk bout exmas nimore.seriously.i study for the sake of passing.=)
but dats not the only reason.
1.for my future
2.for upcoming educations
3.for getting praises =)

people,i've moved on =).i'm glad.i dunno why it took me sucha long time to move on.haha.really.
maybe i was too paranoid.gahhh!dats the past.lets make a brand new start shall i =)?
maybe i should and currently,i am.=).
after dat incident,i felt like im happy with the way i am now.
got to spend time with cuzzins,frens and be free!haha.
sometimes,we have to forget the past as life has to move on.

i felt a bit left out wenever i got to see my frens graduating and being promoted but i felt happy for them too =).
fucked up wen im 17 now but still,in sec 3?fook me.
im not ashamed to tell u guys bout me retaining.wats there to be ashamed about?
it shows me dat i have courage to move on and not to give up on my efforts =).
see,now i forgot wat to say coz mom came out and caught me red handed using comp at this kindda hour.

better scram before she fires up and its bad for her to fire up coz today's mother's day.
haha.


u're moving on faster thani thought but im glad dat u've got lotsa happy stuffs happening ard u.
remembering u always =).

promise i'll be back after the exams =).
gd luck and goodbye.