Monday, June 30, 2008

ahhh.2nd week of school.
lets see how this week's gonna be like.
fun?torture?boredness?
it's 1.37 a.m now.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

everybody's been saying SCH'S STARTS bla bla bla...
ahhh!!!!hahaha.stressed up wen i hear dat.
lately in sch,nth much happened actually.
everything's the same.
makin gerek lagi ader uh.

i wanna update a proper post but it seems dat it's hard though.
mom only brings home the laptop on friday since she last spotted me using it till 6 in the morning.
okay.my bad.

and do anyone of u has a USB cable (the usual one)?
i need to borrow it for some errands.
if u're kind enuf,lend me pleaseee?

Monday, June 23, 2008

fuck school

school opens today and im sure everybody hates it.
yes,i do hate it to the core.
im still in holiday mood.didnt even flip through any of ma schoola HOMEWORK.
so it means i never did a single shit on any of the hws.

damn im dead.be it laaa.haha.gotta face the consequences though.
the only thing dat always boost up ma moods are ma friends =).
enuf said.

im having a really really bad tummy ache and i cant sleep coz im afraid dat i wud shit in ma pants while im asleep.
argh!the pain is like someone stabs u in the stomach with a dagger.
SUMPAH!DAT'S WAT IM FEELING IT NOW.
i dunno wat's the cause of it.
food poisoning?food allergy?
but i dun seemed to have any allergies on foods/seafoods.
every 30 mins,i wud definitely go to the toilet.
fuck.

and i cant eat heavily outside coz the next thing i'll do is i'll be at the toilet producing chocolates.
haha.

time now is 1.40 a.m.
gotta go now.
im afraid mom wud come out and MELALAK.

SELAMAT TINGGAL.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

SATURDAY 3.20 P.M

OKAYY OFF TO MADRASAH NOW.
EXAMS,EXAMS,EXAMS...
OHH HELLL.
DIDNT EVEN STUDY.
WISH ME LUCK! (BETTER DUN,BUANG MASE).
Cisha-ing with lovely mates on 19 jun 10 pm.enjoy!














Jurong East Swimming Complex on 17 june.outing with 15 yr old frens.
























Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Thank you =).

I wanna thank for those who cared for me and my late grandad.
i cried upon reading ur tags.i'm soo touched by them.really.
it shows dat u guys are my true frens =).
thanks for being there wenever i need u guys.
i think by now,u guys shud noe dat im living in a diff way of life now.
no more easy life and happiness.
i realized dat i've changed a lil bit.
i'm not dat crazy,giler2 khid no more.
dun wry.i'll be crazy,giler2 when everything's okayy.
i need to build up my strength to move on.
i need to overcome my grandad's death.
it takes time.

for fida,azie,mus,sherra,shima and any of my frens who are reading this,i love u guys =).


F.R.I.E.N.D.S
ouh,porn isn it?
"Mus,u're hot."
GOT SOME TEETH!
did i say dat i wnt be blogging till things are okayy?
well,ignore it though.
things arent okay yet.still chaotic.
but i'll just have to move on.
dun wry.i'm gonna say sry to mom tmrw as i know im in the wrong.
i hope she'll forgive me.
so yah.decided to go out today as to relieve maself.
too much pressure in the crib and i think i need some fresh air.
*breaths.ahhh,fresh air indeed =).
today went out with those F.R.I.E.N.D.S of mine.
khid - wears specs.dumb.
naz - the one who appeared in only 1 outta 5 picts.pretty.
mus - the geek with thin bod and braces.he's a gay.
azie - ma kick-ass bud with red specs.nerdyyy.
hairul - he's BONCET.wow.
got off ma butt from hme ard 1 plus and headed down to Orchard to meet naz,azie and mus.
sms-ed fida asking where to meet her.
so upon receiving a sms from her,i met her at CT hall while those 3 doods do their shopping.
half hour later,they joined me and fida at Marina Square.
whoa!had fun but not dat fun when naz had to go off early as she's having tuition.
too bad she's missing out the fun again but theres always a next time right =)?
hairul tagged along at the Esplanade.
chilled and we're off.
upon reaching Citylink,they decided to go pooling but i cant join them as i really had to go and i hope they do understand.
damn i've missed the fun =(.
and why i cant leave a paragraph on ma post??!??!!?!?!?!?!?
fuck!!!!!and im writing this way coz cannot leave a paragraph shitts!

Monday, June 16, 2008

im really sry for not blogging these few days.
things had gone haywire for me.
grandad's death,family,personal probs and some shits.

right now,im having a big fight with mom.
havent been talking to her for 3 days straight.
i dun wish to tell wat happened.
maybe one day i will but right now,i really need to get things back on track.

Naz,if i cant go out on the 19 june,just go on with ma cuz alrite?
but i'll try my best to be available on dat date.
dun wry.
Azie,i'll relink u as soon as things are fine alright kick-ass-bud?
Mus,practice on the tabla for the song dat we're planning to shhhh!
Farah,i'll link u soon.

i'll not be blogging till things are fine.
keep on tagging.i'll always reply ur tags.
hope u guys understand my shitty situations.
im fucked up right now.

i cant seem to get over myself after grandad's death.
he's been through a lot.ups and downs,he's been through almost everything.
he's one of my greatest grandad dat i'll nvr forget.
once when i was an infant,he brought me to parks and playgrounds along with my sis.
he gave me and my family smiles every time he came to my hse.
he jokes,laughs,shared stories and more.
he's a strong person.he's brave,courageous.
he told us a story abt how he escaped from being captured by the Japanese during the WW2.
he motivated us in everything.
he told us no matter wat we do,dun give up.
he was always there when we needed help.
he's a holy man.
he respect his Muslim fully.
his wife died.

but that was years back.
he was being admitted to a old folk's home at SWAMI Home in Sembawang in 2005.
nobody wants to take care of him.not even his children.
after he was being admitted,we(my family)were the first ones to visit him.
not his children.
i just cant seem to understand why his children dun wanna took care of their own father who had taken care of them very well since they were born?
he's become half-mute person in the mid of 2006.
he cant talk properly.
he cant walked too.
he had to be wheel-chaired.
we often visited him.
when we asked him whether is there any presence of his chidren,he replies "they came only once and dat's it."
in 2007,he's became totally illed.
in Feb 2008,he fell of the wheel chair and fall on his head.
he had to be operated.
he's being hospitalised for 5 months at the old folks home before being brought into the TTSH after reports dat his illness was terrible.
he died at 7.50 am on last thursday.
we'll always pray for him 24/7.
he'll always be remembered.

DUN WANNA TYPE NO MORE.
TILL HERE,LEMME GO.
BYE.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

i'm like missing someone already.
*________________________*.
apple flavour?chocolate milkshake?anybody?

heh =).

Monday, June 9, 2008

like i said,many things happened lately.
so yah.lemme list down.

5-6 June
had a NCC camp in school.it was sucha BOMB.
haha.had loads of fun though but theres a twist in the fun part.
it was late at nite.all of the ncc cadets went to Mac Ritchie for a 2 hr night walk.
i decide not to follow coz it was such a bore.went there for dunno how many times already.
at 10 plus,me,mekayil and amyrul decided to go out of school to buy foods.
lapar gilerr.we escaped through the fence behind the school.
haha!made so muchh noise dat people from the flat looked at us.
skip the part of buying and here comes the twist.
we were having so much fun carrying the foods and climbed back into the school.
all of a sudden,2 police cars came and shouted at us "GET DOWN FROM THE GATE!".
i was panicked shit and climbed back down.
when,we were on the ground,three police officers handcuffed us.
i freaked out.really.i was too scared to think of anything.
i heard them saying through the walkie talkie or watever shits "we've caught 3 guys who tried to break into the school's perimeter.waiting for further orders."
and oh.i was sweating like fuck coz i was tooooo scared.
LUCKILY,mr see came to the rescue and saved us.
he told the police dat we were his students and pls let them go.
after much talking for like 30 mins,everything's settled.
mr see was having a st. john's camp actually.hah!

and not to forget.sarah's bdae outing.!
well,i was not properly dressed up coz i was rushing from school to my house.
sux though but overall,i had fun!cisha,chocolate-dunno-wat-the-name-is.
sooo the sedapp!and naz,lets challenge again shall we.?

7-8 June
1 word for this two days : FANTASTIC!
it's hairul's bdae on the 8 of June and his family made a bbq pit on the 7.
i cant described how fun it is.really.
i think i wud cut the story short.

met fida and azie at khatib at 11 plus and off to pasir ris park.
bla bla bla and reached the park at noon.helmi,dian,hairul and ashraf were there.
bla bla bla.get changed into wet clothes and off to playground with azie and fida.
all i cud say is HAHAHAHAHA to fida and azie.
bla bla bla.went to the playground the second time but this time with azie,fida,dian,helmi,lina and ashraf.
and all i cud say is a double laughter HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

after 4 straight days without proper rest,i think i wanna sleep.
im getting cramps almost in every part of ma body.


i'll tell u something one day.
=).

Saturday, June 7, 2008

I CANT PUT UP PICTURES AT MY BLOG.
IT'S FUCKED UP.I THINK IT'S BECOZ OF THE CONNECTION BUT NIWAES,LOTS OF THINGS HAPPENED LATELY AND GEREKK LAHH SEYY.

WILL BLOG MORE TMRW.I REALLY COULDNT OPEN MY EYES FULLY.
SLEEPY LUHHH.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

today's wednesday 1:01 AM.
im still awake though.sch starts at 9 AM.
gahh too lazyy to go.

and and Happy 17 Sarah Syafiqah Binte Rosman!
did i get it right?hope so =).
sry for making u mad just now.
didnt mean to.

shopping anyone?anyone?just anyone wanna go outt?
sales are getting me hooked up on those things dat i wanna buy.
shits.

dun mention it naz =).
butttt U'RE WELCOME =).


Monday, June 2, 2008

i hate my broken front tooth as frens kept laughing at me.
ohh who cares?

i need some fresh air.it's too fucked up at home.
i need to get my back my characteristics.
i tend to zip up ma mouth at times.dunno why.
gahhh but watever it is,all i need is time and space to be maself again.

the jackasser,the stupid one,the nerd one,the lame one,the funky one,the i-dun-care-wat-people-think one,the abg2 body one,the talker one,the blurr one,the noisy one,the clever one.

i need to be all of the above once again.
and right now,im having deja vu.it sux coz it'll cause me headache.

assalammualaikum.