this few days had been shitty.sry guys for not updating for quite some time.
im having some family matters,hardships and lots of other things.pfft -__-.
oh well.guess dats life.just have to bare it.

niwaes,uncle just gave me $$$ to buy things.he's the greatest.
i was shocked to receive the amount of money he gave me.
decided to gave mom half of the money to ease her problems.

today,went out in the morning to follow syahiran to work at Starbucks,The Concourse,as i've got nth to do at home rather than slacking.
had free oreo chessecake and hot coffee for breakfast.
headed to yishun,Northpoint.smsed mus asking where he was.
met him,rahid,naz and sarah at the food court.
talked for a while and headed home with mus.

decided not to go home as amru smsed me to meet him up.
met him and headed down to queensway to find soccer boots and shoes.
surveyed ard and off to beach rd to search for mus a tabla.
walked and walked and walked and finally,we went to Cinenleisure as to search for shoes.
=)).found one and maybe i'll buy it using the money uncle gave me.
guess dat's it.

i've been feeling a bit out of myself for sometime.i cant seem to find the problems dat im having.really.i just feel like i wanna give up life.it's irritating.
i need time and space to clear out my problems but i cant.
i feel lost at times.i just feel like smashing things to vent out my anger.
i do hope things will clear out soon so dat i cud have a clear state of mine.
oh pleasee....

how i wish ****** cud come back.
im in need of ****.
i'm missing her.it's been a while since i keep in touch with her.
maybe i shud just forget it.but i cant. i still do care for her.
watever it is,she's my bestfren still =).